Social Anxiety

If I could change one thing in the world, it would have to be how people view me without understanding my background. They often get the wrong impression of me because I have Social Anxiety. It often changed my mood around people I do not know well or have never met and I tend to get really quiet, mad, or very annoying. I can get annoying because I am really nervous and I end up rambling about my life or just being flat out wired. I do not do it intentionally, though. My social anxiety masks who i really am, and because first impressions count, I tend to make the wrong ones. For the people that stick around, however, we can become really great friends once I get to know the person. I am really not that bad of a person, but most people do not give me a second chance. Because of this, I have been bullied for years, which is slowly making my disorder worse and worse.